Sanity Savior* — Exercise
There is a lawyer I know who is an amazing runner. They are so amazing that they run marathons, I mean serious marathons, all over the world. It is clear they are very much in love with running as they post about it all the time on their social media. Every time I see one of their posts, I am in total awe of their commitment and clear love of one of the simplest ways to exercise. I always thought that they loved running so much for the clear health benefits: heart health, weight management, etc. But I recently began to think there was something else that may be motivating this person to devote so much of their time and life to running.
Exercise has always been a part of my life. Ever since I was in high school, I have sought to be physically active either through a team sport or by taking a run in the neighborhood to clear my head. My desire to exercise was always very goal-driven, or for a defined reason, though. I was doing it to stay in shape, lose weight, or just be active for health reasons. While I enjoyed it, it was a task that I had to complete, and sometimes about which I was not all that enthusiastic.
But in thinking more deeply about this attorney’s commitment to running recently, I realized through my own practice of running and other exercise, that my practice of exercise was no longer as goal driven. It had become inexplicably linked to my satisfaction with my legal practice. Yes, I do continue to regularly exercise to keep in shape and control my blood pressure. But, I have recently become addicted to the wonderful side effect of exercise: saving my sanity.
My usual regimen is to run (walking recently due to injury) and ride on an old stationary bike I bought off of Craigslist every morning. I love to walk/run especially in the colder months. It is part nostalgia and part gratitude (being a native New Yorker). When I am out there, often, there are a few others who are braving the cold to get their exercise in. I get to experience the outdoors with relative quiet and a type of solitude that I don’t get throughout the day with my law practice. It also gives me time to think through what is going on with my practice and plan the next steps regarding my cases. Gratitude plays a large part in my exercise regimen. I am grateful for the ability to continue to exercise; I am grateful that when I breathe the cold air in as I walk/run that my lungs can fill up with air without difficulty; I am grateful for being an attorney and all the perks and benefits that go along with practicing law. I find that my practice of exercise inevitably helps my legal practice. This kind of crept up on me. Through me just continuing to engage in my regimen of exercise, I realized that when I skipped an exercise session, I felt like something was missing from the rest of my day. Was this attorney, I marveled at running, experiencing, or had experienced the same or similar thing? Had they figured out that running had the wonderful added benefit of saving their sanity in the face of being in a difficult and stressful profession? I would like to think so.
I think it is important for us as attorneys to find those positive sanity saviors. We are tugged in so many directions the minute we enter our office doors. Our clients demand so very much of us, all the time. We need healthy ways in which to channel these pressures. Ways that don’t involve expending a lot of personal resources necessarily, or ways that require a whole lot of preparation; because those ways involve the one thing that we are usually short on time.
I also find that the things we do to channel those pressures don’t need to involve a whole lot of judgment. When you get out there and exercise in a way that makes you feel better, it often is in a way that you don’t feel judged. No one is judging me when I am wildly panting around the track because no one else is focused on what I am doing. This is another attribute of exercise. If you do it in places where others exercise as well, in my opinion, we all are kind of part of a private club of people that intrinsically understand why we are all there, and celebrate each other’s presence as opposed to criticizing it. Often, when I walk/run outside in my neighborhood, I encounter a neighbor who has, for years now, greeted me and voiced words of encouragement and praise for my efforts. Those types of experiences fill my cup and help restore my sanity. I would not have been able to experience that had I not gotten out there and exercised.
If exercise is not your thing, no worries. There is a sanity savior for you out there just waiting for you to happen upon it. Because you need and deserve those little things in life to remind you, in those times of insanity, why you do what you do and practice law.
*This is a recurring themed post that endeavors to explore the various ways to sanity out of the insanity that is sometimes the practice of law.